Posted on March 03, 2020

Written for Emmalie Tello

Premiered by Emmalie Tello, clarinet and Yifei Xu, piano


Generally, I tend to come up with titles for my pieces early in the writing process. It is my way of distilling the heart of the piece into a single, poignant word or two, a mantra through which I focus my creative energy. However, with this piece it was different - I agonized over possible titles for what felt like ages, right up until I had completed it. I realized that a piece like this, with its emotional drive, starkly contrasting moods, and pervasively punctuated rhythm felt very much like a hero’s journey, like a triumph of the spirit. As such, the title had to evoke someone victorious over their inner trials.


In tarot, the Empress symbolizes a woman who is well-grounded in the earth, who possesses a calm spirit, and a kindness which flows from her inner serenity. She has conquered herself, and thus is ready to face whatever is to come, as she is firmly rooted in the connections between herself, her loved ones, and all of nature.


Like my other recent work, this piece is very much inspired by the progressive metal genre, this time exploring not only explosive, fiery emotions but also more lyrical, tender textures, particularly in the central section of the piece. It is a distillation of my musical identity and my love for the great artists who have contributed to it. It is also my tribute to Emmalie, who is a truly remarkable player and colleague. May this work inspire you, the listener, to triumph in your own journey, your own way.